Beyond us.

Nobody knows what lies beyond us. Nobody knows what future has for us. Nobody can predict a thunderstorm is waiting after a sunny day. Even the weather forecasts were wrong sometimes.

In this life, I have seen a lot of thing, I have experienced numerous obstacles that I know, most of us had. There were times when I pondered back;
 why I've done this and not that.
 why I chose this. Why I didn't choose the other option?



We are unsure which road to take, we are uncertain if the choice that we made is the best for us.
Ever since in primary school, dilemma is my best friend.
When I was 12 years old, I have to choose whether to go to Naim Lilbanat or just SMKA.
When I was 15 y.o, I have to make a decision whether to go to SBP or stay in my current school.
After SPM, I have to choose whether to do nursing in UIA or to do biotechnology in Monash. At that time, I don't care if the course is nursing because the only thing I care was the place I will study. I always wanted to go to UIA. But, somehow, I took decision to go to Monash.

Now, when I think about it again, I wonder why I didn't choose nursing. That was not a bad option, was it? But I believed, if I choose Naim lilbanat or SBP or UIA, things will not change much. Those are just places to study and to learn.

No matter where I go, if I want things to be the best, I need to be the best first.
I need to change first.

Even though, sometimes, I really wish I took the different road or I wish, I can at least go to Taylor's.

But, maybe Allah sent me there for some reasons that I dont know. I need to start wondering why and get involve with society there (I haven't involve much during my two years as a student there).

photo credit to the owner

"Faith is not knowing what the future holds but knowing who holds the future."